Trepidation

Captain's Blog; January 22, in the year Two Thousand and Nine. 3 damn days before we reach the shore of Key West!

It be not that I am afraid, though that be how it feels emotionally. So much energy built up in me being: so much fight or flight adrenalin. No, I be not afriad. But I be, aware. I be...present. I know this journey is taking me where I have never  traveled  and I welcome it, not so much like a warrior or pirate, but as some sort of Magician, or transformer, waiting to meet me initiation; some rite of passage into the next form of me being. It is on the tip of me spirit, it be arising. I cannot articulate it. I look out over the waves knowing we be nearer and nearer to what we have been seeking for these 72 days. I feel so much anticipation.  I have no doubts.  Everything in me is fueled by a desire for deeper meaning and soul satisfaction.  Will the key show me where the adbandoned daughter be? Will it help me to return her to her family and Iracema below the Sea?? Will it lead me to diamonds and golden treasures? All these thoughts race though me mind as we near our destination. Reality will soon meet us. Whatever it be, I am ready, as I have acquired faith in me own path. This journey is for me highest good, and not me expectations of what that be, but what I, fer sure, need. Lagrange, much more than me first mate, has helped me to see beyond me short sighted world of immmediate gratification. I will never be the same Captain that left the safe shores of me homeland 72 days ago. I be pirate or seeker? A renegade in soul experiences? This mystical journey has taught me much. We have everything we need: we are ready. For what may come, we be ready, willing, open, and charged with an energy I have never before experienced. Sail on Black Swan!!!!!!!!!!  Sail on Lady of the Deep!

-Captain Morgan La Fey

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Juliana Coles Visual Journaling Retreat in Key West January 25-30